forget you-not

What can I do if someday I wake up and there's no you who's waiting for me in distance, connected through our phone who used to be beeping in the morning waiting to be read in the messenger? What can I do even if I know that you're not just that into me? What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, and yours was not me? What if there's no someday when I can't even forget about you? And can I accept the fact that I made mistake in the past and I deserve your revenge? But, can't you not be so that nice to me? Your care? Your smile? Your laugh? Your touch? All those things make my heart beat going uncontrolled. Please don't do this to me and stop making me love you by doing all this kindness cause you're always be my sweet temptation. Ever.

cuma kamu

kamu.

cuma kamu yang bisa membuatku tersipu malu.
cuma kamu yang bisa membuatku menyanyikan lagu rindu.
cuma kamu yang bisa membuatku tersenyum dalam tawaku.

kamu.

cuma kamu yang bisa membuatku ragu.
cuma kamu yang bisa membuatku menangis pilu.
cuma kamu yang bisa membuatku tak lelah menunggu.

kamu.

takkan kulupakan malam-malamku bersamamu.
sejuta tawa dan candaku denganmu.
karena cintaku padamu takkan lekang oleh waktu.